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hi, this is pep and I just wanted to say I appreciate your honesty. I guess I was having one of those "feeling sorrry for myself" moments that tend to get us nowhere. As our pastor said today it is a lot in the attitude.  However life can be so difficult for some and others seem to have a breeze.  We never know their shoes. In the end, this is a day by day and sometimes minute by minute journey, and we have to focus on what lies ahead in the end. You seem to be a person of great wisdom and knowledge and I admire that. You can keep your head level. There is a purpose for everything and even though we sometimes think it, it is not for us to be miserable but to have an abundant life. Thank you for sharing with me. I know help will come somehow, someway.  Afterall He sees the sparrow.

i am not against you because i feel like we are all in this together,  it is so easy to get a negative attitude about life and everything else because bottom line we all want to feel good and enjoy life  i guess you were quite blunt about ending life, and no in my normal self i would never say that but we have all been down that road of what have i got to live for and i guess at the time i was trying to save my daughter misery  honestly i do hope she has a beautiful life and always looks to God for answers  people let you down as well as the organizations and all the help resources  i have spent many nights up all night long trying to get help but i never have  funny i would give the shirt off my back to help someone and i hope i get well of this  disease and show people there are those out there who really care  one of the saddest feelings is to feel so alone because no one has been through what you are going through so they really don't know

thank you for your help. i have been diagnoised with a brain mass but there is no way to get any help.  i just hate it for my child and i think i will just start walking and leave  life is lver anyway

i am very upset with how America is responding to people in need of help. i have spent many hours at different sites andon the phone and right now i am sitting in a cold house with no heat. i was laid off,then my parents became ll. hospice could not help then. i was having problems and an MRI showed too much fluid on my brain which will be in another town about 3 hours away. yes, i have learned to pick up cans and have even told organizations i would pay them back when i got on my feet Alabama hardly offers anything especially the locals. medical bills are outrageous and ther is always help with that. but when you look you ca not find it. i have always been a positive christian and know God has a plan. But all of us get depressed and with the grief of my dad and all the other i guess you could say you just had one less person to listen to.please do not think i am talking just about you.  i have 5 or 6 pages of referrals to help and noe of them actually do.

pep is a friend of mine  if someone doesn't help i don't think dhe will make it thru weekend